There is a part of me that already feels your absence,
I feel it more when I experience long restless nights staring at an empty pillow laying beside me- then smelling your natural scent to keep me up throughout the day.
I hold on to the 30+ days I have left with you,
I AM scared!
Scared that there will be no return
Scared that you will find refuge in a strangers arms
Scared that you’ll forget my laughter, voice and lips
Scared that I’ll just be a memory and not a future event
Scared that you’ll sample coffee brown skin and be glad you got rid of cream
I’m scared because I know one thing will change when you leave
and that is