I’m really not all that complicated
I’m pretty simple
I’m not a puzzle that you spend countless hours on trying to figure out
I’m actually something more like a lego
The piece is pretty obvious and if you attach yours to mine we make a perfect match.
I’m not someone that demands a lot of time
just someone that wants to see some effort
So when he told me he didn’t have time for me I immediately imagined myself cutting off the extremities below his waist!
The words, “I don’t have time” resonated in the chambers of my mind
I wondered if I opened up my legs as much as I did my heart would that make him stay?
If I let him call me whatever name I let him would he refuse to walk away?
So tell me again exactly
What am I to you?
Piece of meat
Flesh to flesh
someone that drains your urges when no one else is around
I know I’m definitely not a let’s go to the movies kinda thing
or let’s have dinner while we talk about our likes and dislikes kinda thing
I know I’m not a talk to you at night before bed kinda thing
where you use my words and voice to cuddle with instead of your sheets
I know I’m not a weekend thing because when Friday comes around your nonexistent and I find myself counting down the days, hours and minutes while checking your facebook post to see if your having fun without me.
So let me tell you what I am NOT!
I am NOT the on switch to the button between your legs
I am NOT a book you pretend to read to fill up space between your days
I am NOT a discount my worth is far more than a price tag
I am NOT an occasional call that you accidentally dial in your new ride while on your way to Vegas spittin out cheap lines
I am NOT
I will NOT be your sometimes!